Today was Sunday, and even though I had a housefull of my kids and grandkids, I was just a little down. Paul has been traveling SO MUCH with work lately. He always puts me and the family first. I love him so much, and I miss him. I can't let myself think about it too much or I will loose it and start to cry. I broke down at lunch the other day with my son Zach and I am having a hard time holding it together now, but the only one to see me have a melt down is MOSES and CASH. The kids have all gone home, Aaron is down stairs, and the house is quiet. Paul left last Sunday afternoon after being home for less than 16 hours from the previous week. He returned this morning at 11:20 and was home long enough to repack his bags and was headed back to the airport 45 minutes later. When Aaron asked him why he had to go out every week he replied..."I have to provide for my family." On nights like tonight I wonder if it is all worth it. I just wish things were different, and we had some sort of a normal life... TOGETHER!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
I MISS MY HUSBAND....
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I know this must be hard for you, even though I don't see the tears I can tell that you are having a hard time. I miss dad too, it seems like he is never home. I wish things could be different for you guys too. Hang in there Mom, we love you. Miss you Daddy!
I miss him, too, but I must say that I have always been impressed and his (and Zach's) sense of responsibility and doing what has to be done to provide for his family. Hopefully things won't be like this too much longer and we can see him occasionally! Love you Nana! And Big Guy!
Hang in there mom. At least he is working and making ends meet. It's hard to balance work and home life when they travel like that. I wish my husband traveled still.
He is such a hard working man. What a good Dad he is too, to care so much for his family. I miss you Dad! And hang in there Mom. It won't always be like this. I love you.
Clint has been working A LOT of extra hours the last couple of months, so it seems like he is never home and I hate it. I like it so much better when he is home. Sorry that Paul is gone so much. Better days are sure to come. Keep your head up.
We all miss dad so much even the little girls asked me on Sunday why Papa had to leave again so soon. It must be hard for you. I am here if you need me.
Hey - what happened to all of your old posts? I'm trying to go back and grab some pictures of the badger for my blog, but they are gone!
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