Wednesday, July 30, 2008

FAVORITE PHOTOS FROM THE PAST...

Seriously....I cannot believe how fast the time goes by....Here is a photo of me with Zach when he was four months old. I had such aspirations of being a "great mother"; and for a while there I seriously though that I was going to accomplish that. But then more children came, with more responsibilities and pressures and by the time my little boy was four, I already felt like I was falling short of my aspirations. I found this poem when Zach was four and I can still recite it today...

MY HANDS WERE BUSY THROUGH THE DAY.
I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TO PLAY
THE LITTLE GAMES YOU ASKED ME TO.
I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME FOR YOU.
I'D WASH YOUR CLOTHES, I'D SEW AND COOK,
BUT WHEN YOU'D BRING YOUR PICTURE BOOK
AND ASK ME PLEASE TO SHARE YOUR FUN,
I'D SAY "A LITTLE LATER SON".
I'D TUCK YOU IN ALL SAFE AT NIGHT,
HEAR YOUR PRAYERS, TURN OUT THE LIGHT,
THEN TIPTOE SOFTLY TO THE DOOR,
I WISH I'D STAYED A MINUTE MORE.
FOR LIFE IS SHORT, THE YEARS RUSH PAST.
A LITTLE BOY GROWS UP SO FAST.
NO LONGER IS HE AT YOUR SIDE,
HIS PRECIOUS SECRETS TO CONFIDE.
THE PICTURE BOOKS ARE PUT AWAY,
THERE ARE NO LONGER GAMES TO PLAY.
NO GOOD-NIGHT KISS, NO PRAYERS TO HEAR.
THAT ALL BELONGS TO YESTERYEAR.
MY HANDS, ONCE BUSY, NOW ARE STILL.
THE DAYS ARE LONG AND HARD TO FILL.
I WISH I COULD GO BACK AND DO
THE LITTLE THINGS YOU ASKED ME TO.

6 comments:

Adri said...

Okay, seriously. I am begging you not to post your favorite pictures anymore. Do you realize the fragile emotional state of being pregnant. I cry every time I read one of these posts. You were the best mom. I some times sit and think I wish I was half the mom you were. I love you!

Jasmin said...

No kidding!
I just cryed my eyes out. I just got done yelling at Tayson for taking a marker and writting on himself and me. Then I decide to check blogs. That is so sad! But Vicki, I think you inspire all moms because you are one of the BEST out there. You have so much love for all your children and the grand babies. It just never stops! All your children are great because of the love and time you spent with all of them. You teach us younger ones how you did it with 6? Because I am struggling with 2.
Love to you

Anonymous said...

You can't be serious with that post can you? You were an amazing mom and still are. Look at all your son has accomplished and who he has become. That is because of the parenting he had when he was little. Love you lots!

By the way I do love this picture of you though. It's crazy how much you and us girls look alike!

Heather said...

I agree. Please quit posting sad poems. Jesse and Ayana thought I was losing my mind when I read this because I started crying. It's sad because I say "a little later son" to my boy and one day he will stop asking and I will wish he would. You were and are a wonderful mom and Zach turned out to be a great man and I know that had a lot to do with you. Love you!

Lulu said...

Oh mama! You are too cute.

Lulu said...

AND YOU ARE AN EXCELLENT MOTHER!